verse1:
seems like i always had crushes on chicks i couldn't have
and then i end up fuckin' with someone i shouldn't have
see in my mind it's like i'm perfect for her, i gotta show her
but sadly in reality, dog, i don't even know her
but still somehow she got my mind infatuated
absolutely fascinated with the thoughts of what she might be like
time after time after time i had to wait
is fate procrastinating?
i can take it 'cause i might be right, 'cause it's . .

hook:
the girl of my dreams
aye, is she good as what she seems?
or am i lyin' to myself?
aye, should i try to get some help?

j. cole's story telling is pretty good . . this whole track is pretty fucking crazy though if you listen to the second & third verse; i like how he ends all the verses to go with the hook. i hope he plays this song ( j.cole - dreams ) at the concert along with the track in my last post, turn off the lights . . two of his songs i'm really feeling off his latest mixtape.

if you know me, you know i was never a huge lil' wayne fan, but i do listen to a handful of his shit. he released no ceilings last week & i have heard that shit way too much lately . . tom bumps it, joey bumps it, my roommates bump it, facebook / twitter updates about it, & hell i even bump it too. i am all listened out of that tape now i think, can't go anywhere without fucking hearing it. i need to be on my jayz / j.cole / wale / neptunes shit anyway since the concert is in ten days!

i think i only write whenever it's late as fuck at night when i'm chillin' in my room & cannot fall asleep . . so i just blog it up, i mean i don't want to be studying at this hour :b. it gets some things off my mind too, feels pretty good to type all my thoughts out.

i started doing 365 last week & i plan to keep it up. if you are not familiar with what i'm talking about . . it's basically taking a daily picture of your day to document it; whether it's a picture of yourself & what you wore that day, friends, scenery, food, blah, blah, etc. i believe i'm like a week into it . . i just gotta keep it up so i can look back at what my life consisted of the past year when i look back on it. although, i have been cheating and just doing "what did you wear today?" pictures . . but i will try & capture different shit daily; sometimes i get lazy & resort to that though.

i am pretty disgusted at myself :/. i could be considered a smoker the past couple of months, smh @ me. i am putting them up for my new year's resolution though, 'cause i ain't trying to be doing all that. it's always nice after a meal, after a test, & after a stressful situation, though. whatever, i don't need them . . january 1st it begins, amongst other new year's resolutions. you can quote this post too.

i have given up on some situations. i don't think i will ever like the outcome of them with my progress & situations thus far. it was never in my favor anyway . . word to my dallas mavericks in the 2006 nba finals, someone out there doesn't want us to win. but my team did beat the defending champs last week . . so you know it's possible to win, but the obstacles surrounding it doesn't even make it seem worthy in the end, but that's all i want right now . . very frustrating, but i'm trying to handle it, g.

here is a picture dump from my flickr . . tons since i haven't updated in a while.

before i do that . . shout out to everyone that's responsible, respectful, courteous, real, thoughtful, & dependable . . even though i never depended on any of y'all, 'cause its all you in the end . . true story.

brandon in a tree at 1am thursday morning.